Tuesday, September 9, 2014
The Letter Project
Last weekend, I was feeling incredibly sad. No, not sad. I was desolate. I was in my bed, just sobbing, and it felt like all of my limbs had fallen asleep. I wanted my brain to turn off, but everything that was upsetting me just kept replaying in my mind, and I kept falling further and further as my internal voice taunted me, telling me I didn't deserve love.
But the thing is, I know I'm worthy of love, and more than that, I know I am loved! So, when I began to feel better, I called upon the people I knew loved me and asked them to do me a favor.
I asked them to write me a letter and mail it to me. My plan is to put these letters, unopened, somewhere safe. Then, whenever I feel the way I felt last weekend, I can pull out a letter and read words of love and friendship from someone I know loves me.
I've already gotten three letters, and I haven't opened one yet. That's great, but also, I really want to read what's in them.
Know that you are so, so loved. I know that you have people in your life who would do something similar in a heartbeat, or even quicker. Those who love you want you to know their love. If you feel like this letter project is something that could help you, I urge you to reach out to your loved ones, and I know that they will respond.
Labels:
Cloudy,
depression,
friendship,
healing,
letter project,
personal,
recovery
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I love the letter idea. What a wonderful thought. So sorry you have been so sad. Praying for you and hoping you feel surrounded in prayer and love.
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